new pictures

04.02.06 (10:34 am)   [edit]
um.. i dont really know what to post about right now... if i did, i probly wouldnt write it on here cuz iv already posted about stuff on my xanga...and i redone my myspace and xanga...i think iv done enough editing for today...but i am gonna try to change the background and shit on this site to...if i ever have the time. yep... if u wanna see my new pictures go to: www.xanga.com/deathika and if you happen to have a profile on myspace..add me: www.myspace.com/x_deathika_x

...idk

02.27.06 (10:56 am)   [edit]
yep..skipped school. my stomach hurts still but oh well. sometimes i wanna stab myself in the stomach cuz it hurts so bad and i want it to stop..it hurts everyday..its pretty gay if you ask me. the stupid ass doctor gave me some pills for it but those pills aren't worth shit...im supposed to take one when my stomach hurts but i dont think it works at all..id probly have to take about 5 or 6 of them for it to work..ha. oh well. i dont really plan on overdosing again. anyway..im fuckin COLD!!!. and yeah.. not that it matters. i woke up again at like.. 8 in the morning and wrote another poem thing..idk how but like, when i woke up..i just though of it. but i gotta hide all the stuff that iv ever written now cuz my mom is a fuckin moron now and keeps tryin to take the shit to the school counciler...shes like , well u dont need to be writing all that shit like that, what are u some kind of pshyco?..ha. im like..oh yeah you know it..if that wasnt how i felt i probly wouldnt have wrote it them in the first place so.. idc she can call me whatever she wants..its not offending me any. haha. so i just take all the notebooks that i wrote stuff like that in with me to school in my back pack cuz shes been goin through shit in my room and yeah..she read some of my notes from bj about "being glad im not pregnant but hed be the dad if i was" or some crap like that.. and yeah. now shes like, well since you've already done that you might wanna go to the health clinic and get on those birth control pills.but damn, im not that sluty. its not like im gonna go around and fuck everyone and people i dont even know..im not geting aids. ha. fuck that...anyway i guess this is my post for now...im gonna add more pics at the bottom now....&& i expect comments....?...a

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02.26.06 (8:19 pm)   [edit]
ok..this is so fuckin boring i swear..im like, gonna die of boredom..and this really BLOWS cuz i gotta wake up in a few hours knowing i gotta go to that hell hole prison called SCHOOL..man , id like to shoot that mother fucker a few times that invented the whole thing about school if he was still alive right now...haha. it sucks. i cant skip anothr day cuz iv already missed 29 days and a half..which is bassically a month cuz i skipped like..2 days a week for a long time..which is probly why i had some bad grades. haha. iv already been in aep twice this year..once last year. 1st time was for cuting a bus seat and writing on it..2nd time: letin some one use my cell phone to call their house to go home..and the 3rd time: 5 "incomplete" assignments in science/mrs.longs class 3rd hour..god shes such a bitch. i hate her.. ha. anyway. i guess thats it for tonight cuz im too bored to stay on here..probly gonna go watch some gay show on tv cuz its almost 10:30 and degrassi and all the other shows i watch on that channel are probly off by now..haha. hopefully i wont miss the O.C. again this thursday..ha. yep..i need to get a life..again. this is really geting old...and people suck on here cuz there to gay to leave me comments...haha. j/k. but seriously, leave more comments..I KNOW WERE YOU SLEEP! hahaha...ok my dads being a fuckin fag-bag so im gonna go before he shuts the computer off for me callin him a dumb fuck. hahaha. im so nice..=) =)...really though. im shuting up now. later whores...=) ...im gonna work at a strip club. someday. hahaha. and youl pay me. =).... xx_gothic_crack_whore_xx

uh..

02.26.06 (4:54 pm)   [edit]
this site is pretty gay so far... cuz i just made it and yeah.. (duh, homo)..haha. if u wanna talk to me.. add me on yahoo or aol.. i have a name on msn but i dont use it cuz it screwed my computer up.. yep. my aol name is nxt0victim or f4tal attraction ...my yahoo name is xx_gothic_crack_whore_xx but im not on yahoo at the "moment"..haha. i have myspace too.. www.myspace.com/x_deathika_x and i have xanga.. www.xanga.com/deathika ... but thats it for this gay post. -editing..just added some more shit that i copied off of my myspace profile..so go to the bottom..theres a music video and some of my newest pictures...=) and some one leave me an EFFing comment =) xX_gothic_CRACK_whore_Xx